Bidding goodbye to nov'06. &welcoming dec'06.
I LOVE DECEMBER! BEST-EST MONTH OF THE YEAR!
Cus santa claus is coming to town =]
hahaha! I'm still in my childlalaland.

Anyway, i've been busy buying gift &wrapping them up &putting them under the x'mas treepreparing camp &dealing with assignments.

I think i wanna jump into bed now! =D

I didn't ate any fast food today. Toldja we're kinda scared of it now. Me &jacq went to koufu &we ate noodles. Ah well, talking about food, i'm so hungry now. Moreover i'm watching over the hedge now, keep saying the word food. Gee. I'm sooooooo hungry. Someone cook a sumptious meal for me now, pleaseee.
Do i sound as if i haven't been eating for like 3952923729 years? But I ate my dinner just now.
I needa control. &i didn't do sit-ups today =[

Had meeting at the usual place, bb mac.
People keep showing attitude, as though we offended them.
I can't stand it anymoreeeeeeee!


After meeting, me, louise &jacq walk around at west mall to search for _____ for our ______.
After that, we met leon brobro &his 2 dogs, pepperpebble &ziggy.
Ziggy is teh loveeeee!
He's so cuteee! Most importantly, yesterday, he welcomed leon home with his beeeeeeg poop.

That's ziggy =]


See the other dog which leon is holding. That's pebble.


The only reason why you didn't see me posing with the dogs, cus i'm scared of dog.
Irony huh? I asked leon to bring down his dogs, in the end didn't dare to play with them. The next time round, i'll wear jeans, at least it cover my leg, &i won't be so scared.

Oh ya, darn leon. He told pebble "attack"(pointing at me). &pebble almost attacked me.
&&&ziggy laughed at my jokes. ROFL!
When i speak in asdbsjdbsjf language, ziggy will look at me.
Cool! Leon has dogs. But i wish i wasn't scared of dogs.


Gosh. This week &coming week, i'll be like so busy.
Hardly practice flute &piano this week. Please show some mercy, ms chin &mr hoe.

I'm so tired now. I can jump into bed &sleep at once.
Ughughugh. But i'm hungry. I think i'll cook maggie mee now. Should i?

*insert many hearts*
I can play this song for 2846104701048 times, without feeling bored.
Thanks jacq! Cus i was roaming her hp's song &came across this song. &yupps, it's 1 of the song from goong =]
I realised that recently i'm in love with korea's song, but not the drama yet.

Hahs. Me &di never blog yesterday. Cus we agreed with each other not to blog.
Nah. I'm kidding *insert random funny faces*
Jacq, di &i have been mugging at king albert mac for 2 days. From 10 plus to 4 plus.
So now, i'm scared of fast food. &i don't wanna eat fastfood anymore.
Another reason is i can see myself gaining weight. Fret not! I'm doing sit-up daily to burn down the calories.

I agree with both of them that king albert mac is really a great place to study. There's this study ambience? hahaha.
Sadly, i can't go with them this thursday, cus i've math tuition at 2pm. How about next monday?

Yesterday, i didn't do much though. I told myself i must do hardcore studying. It end up hardcore sleeping. The 2 very very very considerate besties didn't want to wake me up, they almost abandon me at the mac. I wake up in the nick of time, when they're packing.
LOLS.

I'm so contented with myself, cus i did slightly hardcore studying.
I'm almost done with my e maths *jumps*
Out of the 12 chinese comprehensions, i've done 5 of them.
PERSERVERE! I must complete my assignments by 14 dec.


tsktsktsk. Di sleeping.

Just look how hardworking are weeeee =D

Uhm. Alright i slack a bit too.

I can't help myself laughing when i look at this picture. hahaha

Chip &dale yearning to eat the nuggets

My maths hw. Look carefully at the foolscap paper.



I love the effect of this picture =]


I don't know what to do next.
Cont' watching the jap drama "One Liter of Tears" or should i watch "click" or or or should i do hw?
But i've got the motivation to study now =]

Procrastination is the thief of the time

Today i went to eat buffet at sakura with my cousins, uncles &aunties. I shouldn't go there. It's friggin boring. I'm not close with my cousins anymore. It was donkey years ago, when i'm close with them. So the whole picture is: we had 2 tables, 10 on each table. I was the only one sitting at that table, seeing them talk &have fun. Sounds pathetic i know.
So now i'm considering real hard if i should stay in chalet or not.
Gee. I can't imagine next time. I'm not close to either side cousins, will they forget me when i'm older?

Honestly, i know 7 besties better than i know my cousins.
I can live without my cousins at times, but i can't live without besties all the time.
See the difference now.


Is happy feet that niceee to watch?
I went to bloghop &many ppl have watched happy feet.
hahs. But i wanna watch deck in the hall.
Talking about x'mas movie. I watched the grinch just now.

This is grinch when he was young

This is cindy. Ain't she cute?



The grinch &his pet dog

Don't be frightened by the grinch look. He's goodie person okay! Except in the front he was a bad-tempered err monster? Till the end, he turned good.
&he celebrated x'mas with the whosville ppl.


Night ppl =]

I'm dead beat.
-tired
Guess i didn't have enough sleep? But 1 plus to 10 plus, don't you think is more than enough?

Today i went to the bank. Ya' know the trip to taiwan, i'm the one who sponsor. Hahs!
A. math tuition. Ann chee dang smart. One look at my paper, within second she can spot my mistake. &don't know what happen to ms angie, she walked around the class checking on ppl's work, &if you get too many mistakes, she'll start rambling. Luckily, me &ann chee never kena. Duh! We're smart peeps. hahaha. I'm kidding. I'm not smart, but i'm not stupid either.

I went to visit my ah ma. I watched dodgeball at my cousin's house. I'm not close with my cousins though, they're married adults. Age gap that's the reason why we're not close.
&after watching, my uncles &deary aunties kept asking what are my fave foodie.
Everyone knows angel is choosy. &they wonder what i eat for every meal, cus i don't eat this, i don't eat that. Especially, when going oversea, people always wonder how i survive..

After that i went to chinatown, to do the rest of the payment for the trip.
Only just now, i realise the airplane will take off at around 8am. Which mean we've to reach the airport at 6. This mean i need to wake up at around 3 plus?
Who cares anyway? Cus i know i won't be able to sleep that night.
I. AM. LIKE. THAT.
I get excited easily you see.
Ooh yeah! The date is nearing =]


My both brobros are coming back tomorrow!
I miss them so so muchhhhhh!
&i can test out my lmao crap to leon brobro. He's my guinea pig. I test out my lmao crap on him first, to ensure that it's safe to use it x]



Adults are evil. They don't wanna share tv with me. PFFFT!
I wanna watch the grinch &poc: the dead man chest.
Mum hogging the tv to watch her korea show. What's so good about korea show, the plot are almost the same.
Anyway, I'm going to annoy her till she let me use the tv.
hahahahahahahaha
Worst come to worst, i'll read the storybooks which i borrow from the library.

Till here =]

I took off that pic. I just feel weird. Anyway i put it in the other blog to serve as memory. Don't worry, i don't think i'll do that again. Just feel so dumb.
&thanks for the concern.
To summarise: On that fateful wednesday, i wasn't myself that's all. Remember the angel, she is happy-go-lucky kind, overcome lots of problems with smile. I wasn't being myself this few weeks or this month to be exact. I get depress at the slightest thing...



I LOVE FLUTE SECTION!
Our bianbian family. lols!
I'm sure that i'll cry on the day i step down from band. I'm gon' miss my juniors! THWE NI, ANDREW &SHEILA =]



English tuition was fun. We had to invent a new sport. Brain racking task plus i was tired. Eventually, i came up with a lmao game. hahs.
&we played taboo
Taboo is fun to play!


I expect a long day tomorrow?
There's a. math tuition. After tuition, i've to vist my ah ma &eat popiah. But i don't like popiah, cus there's many veggies inside. Why can't they cook some of my fav dish? French fries will do. hahaha.
&after that, me &dad needa go to chinatown to settle the taiwan trip thing.


I wanna watch deck in the hall!
When the light goes on, the glove comes off...
I love x'mas movie! Cus they're usually funny &heart warming

&i'm gonna do my holiday assignment with jacq on mon &tues.
Got any besties want to join us?


Ah wang xin zhuang so funny!
lols.



Next year there's many interesting movies.
Charlotte web, pirates of the caribbean:???, harry potter &many more
Way cool! =]

I'm really stress &sad.
Stroll back home, walked real slow, as slow as a tortoise while crossing the road.
You could say i was risking my life. Don't worry, nothing happened to me, if not i won't be blogging eh?

Went home. I did the most silliest thing on earth. I didn't know why i did it. At that state, all i could think of was..
Nobody will ever believe what i did. You'll be shocked.

sign.
I used the penknife. &only now, i then realised the tip was a bit rusty.
Ah well, i slitted already.
In my whole life, this was the first time i feel so sad, so depressed, so stressed.

I cried for a long time. From cc to home, before i stepped into home, i've to control &turn to a normal angel. I went to the room straight to cry my heart out.
&now i having a fever.

Hahs. I was near to mum afterward. She was shocked that i was so feverish. She asked me not to stand near to her. Someone tell my mum, fever is not contagious.
Then i told her something, she asked was i out of love *in a suspect tone*
I quickly change the topic instantly. If she knows, i'll be sooooooo dead meat.
After that, i was thinking what if she see my hand.. sign.


Nobody knows how i feel now.
Sorry besties &close ones. If i never share my troubles. Is not i don't want too, but i just don't want all of you to be worried, i don't want you all to be sad just because of me.
Sorry.
Don't worry, i'll be fine =]



Yea. I'll be fine.


I might not be blogging in this blog, till i get better.
Who knows if you're lucky you may chance upon my the other blog.

I'll blog first before going online. Or maybe much later.
I WANT PEACE &QUIET.

First of all, thanks jacq besties. Hahs. She kinda consoled me, cus she can see that i'm like very pressurized. Was it so obvious uh? lols.
I think i'll get better.


At home, i watch thai horror movie- mae nak.
It wasn't that scary afterall, except for some part, i had to cover my eyes. Overall the show was romantic. Don't wanna say it here. But i admire that lady who went all the way just to save her husband..



That orangy thing you seeing is fire.
campfire burning..
I'm unsure what's the fire burning. All i know is the sky is kinda orangy with black smoke.



Sign. Tomorrow there's band. Never mind, i'll just bear with it, cus i'm going to step down in around 6 months time(which is around 24 weeks).



I don't know why, but i got a prediction that next year will be a bad year for me. Crap. Before headstart, mum had already discourage me.
I'M. NOT. LISTENING *covers ears*
I just predict that it'll be a tough year. Hopefully i can pull through.

I'm really scred. Ya'know my prediction are usually true. I'm not saying that i'm a psyhic. Ah well, you'll never understand it.



&i'm tired.

HAPPY 16TH CK BROBRO!
CAN WATCH NC16 SHOW ALREADY!
LOLS :D
By the way, thanks for your books &the papers. I'll study hard! See you in jc. hahaha


Going tuitions with friend is definitely fun!
Ann chee kept telling about her trip to bird park. Saying the parrot making loads of noise. Which parrot is quiet? Lols. Can recommend that parrot to the guiness world record.
Me &ann chee always talk alot on the way to our tuitions. Especially in chemistry class, we always laugh together. Cus the guys are retarded &making fool of themselves. Never mind, at least they give us a good laugh every lesson.
LOLS. Today lessons was funny too.
&most importantly, at least i did learn something from today lesson.



I re-used my that sad blog.
Certain things can't be blog at here. Nowadays people get upset real easy like ABC. I don't want to offend anyone nor upset them.
&sorry i'm not good at consoling people, i try to, but ah well i'd my best already.
Who cares when i'm sad anyway? Even venting anger is hard.
This is why that blog come handy in this way.
Say no more about it..



Now i'm like double sad?
Forget about it. I will keep my mouth shut. Say too much is just like inviting troubles.
Sad is always better than mad.

Yesterday night, i couldn't sleep well. No matter how i toss &turn, i still couldn't sleep. I even woke up drew a rough sketch of a girl crying &even do 1 question of e. math.
Guess what? I still couldn't sleep. Maybe i'm too stress till i can't sleep. LOLS.
Eventually, i still fell asleep though.

&obviously, i had a hard time waking up at 7 plus. My mum wake scold me up.
I managed to control my anger, cus i'll be at my boiling point if people wakes me up from my sleep. &i stomped my way to the toilet.
hahaha

Today was last day of british council. We gon' have a break, till school reopen. YAY to british council. Though they could get a double YAY. If they gave the secondary level the break 3 weeks ago.
&last day of tuition, we watch super size me again.
People don't eat too much fast food, bad for health.
Eating too much will cause dire consequences.

&do you know something.
Macdonald was a real estates, before it became a fastfood outlet.
Macdonald is rich. Superb rich. Earns big bucks everyday, by feeding more than 46 millions people everyday.


There was one part in super size me, which i found it pretty hilarious.
There's this guy showing 3 pictures, &needed those kids to answer who're they (macdonald, jesus christ, 1st president of US)
So the man show the card of jesus christ &asked the kid, who's the person in the card.
Guess what the kid answered?
GEORGE W. BUSH!

ROFL!

Currently, i'm watching cartoon networks. Hahaha. I miss cartoon. They're the source of making me happy =D



Didi! Must cheer up =D
Me &besties &the 10 guys will always be there for you :)
<3<3<3

Fine day?
Maybe not.

Why am i always crying over some pea things.
That's not me.
I remember me turning the frown face to a smiley face.
But now? The other way round.


Bye s-a-d. Hello to h-a-p-p-y.
I'll do my best to turn a frown face to a smiley face!
With lots of love showering from loved ones.
I think i can overcome it

:D:D:D

I look thru my e-mails earlier on.
There were 200 over mails in my inbox.
Why? Cus angel is too lazy to read mails. She finds it a chore.
But i randomly chose 1 &read it.

&what i read was really true.

Does your name begin with: A
You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested in action.You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get.You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure, and subtly enticing. You are an up-front person. You often don't get hints & you ever pass any. Brains turn you on. You must feel that your partner is! intellectually stimulating, otherwise you will find it difficult to sustain the relationship. You require loving, cuddling, wining, and dining to know that you're being appreciated. Your mate's physical attractiveness is important for you. You tend to be very Practical, & not very emotional Your choices are very good & can only lead to trouble. You are very self satisfied & egoistic.

JULY
Difficult to fathom and to be understood
Quiet unless excited or tensed
Has reputation
Easily consoled
Honest
Concern about people's feelings
Friendly
Approachable
Very emotional
Unpredictable and temperamental
Moody and easily hurt
Witty and sarky
Sentimental
Neither forgives nor forgets
Caring and loving
Strong sense of sympathy
Judge people through observations
Loves to be alone
Always broods about the past and the old friends
Likes to be quiet
Waits for friends
Not aggressive unless provoked
Loves to be loved
Easily hurt and takes long to recover
Overly concerned
Puts in effort in work

Holy! That's kinda freaky.

Wonder how they figure it out.

Sign. I've no confident to face the future. It seems scary. I've even got nightmare of it too.
Next year gon' be a stressful year. I'm really scared that someone will break my heart.
My paino teacher, ms chin was right. Out of a sudden, i cried while playing my exam pieces yesterday. Ms chin got a shock. From a fierce ms chin to a 'motherly' kind. Asking me why i cry. Is it because of stress? Or who bullied me? &etc. I didn't tell her why i cried though. She started telling me that i shouldn't cried over piano things, cus piano is nothing. If i can't face paino, how am i suppose to face the complicating &vicious earth?
I cried, &it came as a shock to her, because no matter how fierce she is, i still will not cry.
Guess she knows the real answer behind of why i cried.

Can angel brave through next year?
Plus i knew some awful things during afternoon.
&cried again. I quickly message chang yuan kor &didi sis.
Thanks kor.
Thanks didi sis. Thanks for always being there =]

Sign. Sometimes it isn't too fun to be grown up. It can be a tragic thing.
I'm scared, frightened, petrified...

I cried till i was o.1 degree celsius close to fever. Dammit. Why can't it be higher a bit?
I've no intention to tell my parents even if i've a high fever.
I'll see how long i can last =]


Enough of sad &bad stuff. I should blog it on my sad &secret blog instead right? That sad &secretive blog, i've not been blogging all my sad stuff in that blog for 203474017 days.
Maybe the next time round i should pour all my sad stuff into that sad blog. Though friends won't read it, but strangers will.

Whenever i'm stress. I'll indulge myself with chocolates.
Whenever i'm sad. I'll relish myself into childhood stories. At least, it brings memories of some happiness when i'm very young.
Another thing i'd dowhen i'm sad is listening to songs.
&last thing is to cover myself with soft toys.
I love chip. My goody buddy. He's always there to cheer his buddy angel up.
Love chip to a large extent =]

In the afternoon. I cried. &my forehead went feverish.
After that, i cooled down. Though never cry, but still sad.
So i read revolting rhymes by roald dahl.

cinderella- cinderella got her wish &got to the ball. She danced with the prince. Midnight struck &off she went blah blah blah.
This prince chops off head (if you read, then you'll undertstand what i mean)
Cinderella marry to a normal man who sells marmalade.

jack &the beanstalk- jack's mother was eaten by the giant who goes "fee fo fum... i smell a _____"
Jack climbed up the tree, when the giant was sleeping. The next moment he was a millionaire.

3 lil pigs- "Little pig, little pig, let me come in!"
"No, no, by the hairs on my chinny-chin-chin"
"Then i'll huff & i'll puff &i'll blow your house in"
The wolf ate the 2 pigs. The 3rd pig called little red riding hood for help. Little red riding hood came. She killed the wolf &the 3rd pig as well.


Today english tuition was fun. We didn't do any work. We talked about sports firstly. Why this country their sports are so good. After that about marathon. Then i shared about my uncle &aunty are marathon runners. They ran in standard chartered marathon yearly. &there was once they both won. &there was a news article on them "Love blooms &win too" &the picture of my aunty &uncle.
After that, we played monopoly! In a different way, which need a huge amount of luck.
I was close to bankrupt. But come thinking of it, not too close.



About yesterday:
I went to s'pore poly first. I slept for 1 hour plus?
I revise my chemistry till i sleep. Nah. I'm not hinting chemistry is boring. LOLS.


Staight to the point. I went sentosa yesterday with 7 besties &(10-3) guys.
We cam-whore. So let the pictures do the talking

Random shot on the way to the train which will take us to harbour front. By the way, i was talking on the phone, while this shot was taken.
There was another 1, where wei lun acted as a beggar, &me being the angel "donated" him some money.
LMAO SHOT.

This is in the train, they find it windy in the train. &got this "titanic" feel (you jump, i jump..)
So there goes this titanic feel shot.

We went to vivo city's candy empire.
Many candy, chocolates, biscuits, which makes people salivate.
After that we went to take the shuttle bus to sentosa.

This shot from wei lun if i'm not wrong. He was playing with my hp &took this shot by accident.

What do you need before you can wander around sentosa?

An entrance ticket! ^^"

The guys decided to go palawan beach. According to them, there are lots of bikini babe.
Just look. How pervertic are those guys :x
They saw one, &even wanted to kick the soccer ball accidentally toward the girl who's wearing bikini &have a closer look.


Our belongings &smelly slippers.

&we played soccer. Me &jacq with the 7 guys. We played for a short while though.
I was the lastmanwoman (don't know what they mean). All i know is when the ball came, i keep screaming as if it was a mouse, &ran with the ball, &forgotten if i kick it.

That's guan qian kicking the ball.

Me &jacq not in, cus we're playing soccer.

Into deep thoughts... sshhh. Do not disturb us.

7 besties in 7-11. Hahs. Jacq's soul again.


Us with terence &wei lun in the sand.
Look carefully, there's breasts &d*ck
Btw. Look kia dong is half naked. He went totally sane. &went around asking the girls to drink his milk.

The making of burying kia dong &wei lun in the sand:




Hey look! Kia dong got boobs!


This is an extra shot. Got bored from taking pics of them so i took my shadow instead.
Hahs. I was wearing a cap then.
Okay. After that i continue taking pics of the making of the 2 being buried in the sand by us.

See. It's actually an advantage of being buried in the sand. You get free services. Free sips of mango drink.
&look at wei lun. He got a manly chest!
The end of the making of burying kia dong &wei lun in the sand.


Yan &hoon being drag into the beach by kia dong.
Lols. I was being drag down too. But wasn't wet. I was an inch to wetness. &tore wei lun's sleeve while he &kia dong drag me into the beach.
HAHA!

Let's take a closer look.

They're drenched =]

The guys trying to drag chang yuan into the seawater. Very rough eh?

Davis turn being drag down. LOLS


Happy feets. Without jacq.

Happy feets. This time with jacq.




Chip &Dale. Hahs. Dale looks chubby. My chip is going like "hey buddy dale..."


Last but not least..

A GROUP PHOTO!
cheerio!


Yesterday was fun but i got worn out very soon (don't ask me why).
16th november 2006 =]
Escape next?